Baby...
It's been only 24 hours since you went to bed last night. I'm sorry I didn't stay up till 3 am or didn't wake up so I could wish you farewell to your trip. But gosh.. I miss you so freakin' much... ;_____; I wish it was thursday already. So you'd be home with me. ♥ I miss talking to you ALL day, roleplaying with you, just snuggling up to you.
And I told myself I'd be okay without you for a couple days but I'm a wreck. I'm trying to stay happy, and know you're having fun but I can't stop wishing you hadn't gone. And that makes me selfish but I don't care. I want you all to myself baby. All to myself.
I keep listening to love songs, and wishing you were here to sing them too. I miss you so fucking much. I do. I can't help but feel my heart be broken 'cause I feel like I'm living without you ;0; I don't wanna live without you... I don't. I want you to be my husband.. I want to be your wife.. I want to live together, have your babies.. I want to come home from work everynight and find you at home waiting for me. I want to snuggle at night, and just stare into your eyes. I want to whisper I love you in your ear and just stay with you..
I love your sexy little smile, your earrings, your nose, your eyes. I love your big brain, your fingers, your little toes. I love the way you drive me wild just by talking to me. And when you hold me, I know that no matter what, I'll be okay. It's just the greatest feeling, knowing there's someone who truly loves me, for being myself.
When I'm moody, bitchy, whiny, hell even clingy, you just take it. You don't mind. When I'm crying, you wipe away my tears and I love that about you.. You take care of me when I should be taking care of you.. Everything you do.. Just blows me away.
You're everything I need.. My soul mate. You're the perfect one for me. Please stay by my side forever.. I don't want anyone to have you.. I want to be the only one who can love you like this.. I want to be the only one who can kiss you, hold you, run my fingers through your hair.
Never think I don't love you. 'cause that's a lie. My love is so true.. I've never fallen this deep for a boy... But you aren't a boy. You're a man. My man. I love you Aaron. One day it'll be an US together.. FOREVER.
I miss you. Come home to me soon baby. <3
11.08.10 - till death does us part & not even after.. <3
